What a sad bubble of lonliness you are in.

Once upon a time...
There was a girl
A girl who frowned through her smiles...and smiled through her frowns.
The girl met a boy...
and they grew up.
Girl met the "man" the boy grew up to be.
Boy says, "you are my unicorn"
Girl melts at stories she had never heard...
Stories the boy told with such wisdom and compassion.
Her heart feels things she never knew existed.
Girl fell in love
Boy tells girl not what she wants to hear exactly, as she couldnt have dreamed someone like him existed, therefore didnt have in mind what she wanted to hear...but he KNEW all the right words...at ALL the right times.
Girl was in love
Girl was in love.
They exchanged messages, confessions, heartaches and pain.
In this sharing they came to be as one.
Names for their future children, images of their someday house made real through conversations.
Girl would wait for him
He was worth that to her.
It was no sacrifice.
None.
Boy cubed girl.
Series of questions.
Series of answers.
Serendipity, he says.
I love you, she says.
Letters, letters, letters
chats, chats, chats.
Dreams shared.
Floating, this girl was.

then.
It.
stopped.
Boy dropped girl like a hot coal.
Suddenly the girl was worried as he had been through so much...
was he ok? is he ill? is he scared? frightened? lonely?
No answer.
No answer, Bella.
You arent worth that.
Apparently girl was on a roller coaster.
And the only one not strapped in.
Boy was prepared for the crash( as he "drove' this coaster)
girl crashed.
Head on.
Hit.
Hard.
Still....girl wonders...is...he...ok?
Love did that to her.
Made her put herself aside...because no one...no smooth talker such as this boy...could possibly be out to hurt her?
Girl was wrong.
Girl tried to cling on to the coaster as it swerved and swayed through broken rails...
and along the way...
she met another
girl...
just getting ready to let go of the same rampant coaster.
why?
they say to one another?
Hadnt we been through enough heartache in our lives?
Girl cries to girl
girl cries to Girl.
Together they help each other carefully off the coaster
and settle back to the ground...
beaten and worn.
Exhausted. Bruised. Hurt and confused.
Shamed.
How could we have been so stupid they say.
2 girls. 1 boy
same story...
different days
I only ask you one thing, Bella...just one thing?
Girl to boy," what? anything for you...just say it."
Boy, "be honest. If you dont lie, there's nothing to remember"

Coward. Coward. Coward.
Is that honest enough for you?
two beautiful girls, 2 beautiful hearts, empathetic, sympathetic and compassionate.
One boy, coward.
I only ask you one thing, Is THAT honest enough for YOU?
Be careful what you wish for.....boy.